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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|09:50 pm]
[i feel |excitedexcited]
[jammin to |sublime - seed]

hip hip hooray! i just got back from making a ton of flyers that i am going to plaster on the walls tomorrow. :)
Also check out my new sexy background
aaaand. . . don't forget to vote for me! #17!
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|06:50 pm]
[i feel |sadno shirts for stephy]
[jammin to |Senses Fail - the ground folds (acoustic)]

:( stephy sad.
my brother told me that this weekend he was gonna make me shirts that say vote for stephy and they were supposed to come out exactly like the ones in napolean dynamite and he didn't do it. so he said he was gonna do them tonite but i think its already to late in the week. people are only gonna see them for like 2 days. :( oh well if we make them cool, and if not oh well. :( so yup yup yup people don't forget to vote for me cuz i'll make the BEST VP EVER!! remember #17! wooooohooooooo. . . i'm bored.
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my "sex name" [Apr. 23rd, 2005|10:10 pm]
[jammin to |taking back sunday - you know how i do]

It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Having a Squeeze and a Squirt

woooo hoooo! i finally went shopping and spent all my money from my birthday, it was so exciting. yesterday i got in the biggest fight with my mom it was soo funny. anways. . . today was gonna go to the mall but shit got complicated with my mom. so anyways, wat's new? lets see:

-my ear (not new) but just thought i would inform you it still hurts like a bitch

-um. . . i'm running for senior class VP so don't forget to vote for me!

-oh yea, i got invited by my cousin to go to a prom, but i don't have a date :(  if anyone wants to go and just happens to have 50 bucks laying around??? let me know :)


anyways, i'm gonna go to sleep. i'm tired

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(no subject) [Apr. 13th, 2005|04:49 pm]
[i feel |depresseddepressed]

he's gone. . .
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i Wish. . . [Apr. 12th, 2005|09:32 pm]
[i feel |fulli just ate ♥ coldstone]
[jammin to |Senses Fail - One Eight Seven]

Take the quiz: "Who is your emo boyfriend?"

your so cool! you love to sing and scream in your songs. you also write your songs with feeling and emotion.

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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2005|05:40 pm]
[i feel |stressedstressed]
[jammin to |Senses Fail - Bloody Romance]

Woo-hoo. . . Moday's suck. Today was oober boring. first period (french) had a test and i'm sure i failed, god i hate that bitch. then 3rd, Rosen. . . what can i say? and 5th was ok cuz i love ms. Black. Then after school was supposed to serve a detention but really didn't feel like it so i was like fuck it. So i just hung out in the training room. I just got home a little while ago, and my mom told me that my abuelo survived the 1st chemo and i was like yay! They're gonna do more tonight. We'll see how it goes.

All for now.

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when will this nightmare ever end? [Apr. 10th, 2005|08:30 pm]
[i feel |sadsad]
[jammin to |Senses Fail - the ground folds (acoustic)]

Sorry to bore you all with all this, but there is nothing else i have to talk about.

No more depression, please! i want to go to sleep and wake up like none of this ever happened. o well. that'll never happen.

I spent the weekend at my papi's house. the entire weekend was both of us crying pretty much, a lot. it sucked. i got to see my cousin, whom i love & like never get to see. other than that this has been like the week from hell.

Well the latest news is that they're starting the chemo, but he's not that strong right now and it might kill him. but if he doesn't start the chemo, then he only has like a week left to live. i don't which is worse. life is horrible right now. there's nothing like seeing the people you love most suffer so much. well, there's nothing left to say. i'm going to sleep.

*nite nite*
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2005|11:15 am]
[i feel |draineddrained]

Sort og good news, mi abuelo is starting chemo and it might help him a lot. woo hoo. that's exciting. well i'm off to spend the weekend with my daddy and my cousins who are coming down to see him from orlando. let's see how it goes.

*still prayin*
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2005|06:52 pm]
[i feel |scaredscared]
[jammin to |MTV]

The cancer is in the lymph nodes, it spread all over his body, and it's in all his organs. I was told he doesn't have that long left. I just wish it could be like it used to.

Still very sad.
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|08:08 pm]
[i feel |sadsad]
[jammin to |Green Day - J.A.R.]

Ok. . . i'm still a little confused, but whatever. So today in lunch i was sitting with the guy i like and like 10 minutes after we sat down he was like steph i need to talk to you about something, but later. and i was like what about? and he's like that's why i said later, so i was like ok w/e. didn't think much about it. so then he was being all cute and we kissed a little. it was really cute he sat there with his lips all puckered and his eyes closed waiting for me to kiss him, he looked so adorable. So whatever like 10 minutes (literally) after the bell rang he called me. he was like hey steph how are you bla bla bla, i don't think it's going to work. mind you we're not even dating. so yea i don't know what the hell, but i was in the car with my dad on the way to the hospital to see his dad and i wasn't about to ask this guy where the hell he's coming from. so whatever. ??? (((jigglypuff casts confusion on stephanie))) LoL...

Anwyays, so anyways, later on i go to the hospital to see my abuelo, and man did i cry like a little baby. :'( He has all sorts of cancer, pobrecito, he's such a cutie old man. Makes me so sad, wonder how my abuela is doing??? anyways he was telling me to sit with him for a little while before i left and he said that he would remember this moment for the rest of his life. He had tears in his eyes. My hand in his on his heart. And it just broke my heart to see him like that. I broke down crying more that i have in a really long time. I was begining to realize how i take my life for granted while my abuelo's life was slipping right out of his hands.

Really sad.
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