||[Apr. 6th, 2005|08:08 pm]
|||||Green Day - J.A.R.||]|
Ok. . . i'm still a little confused, but whatever. So today in lunch i was sitting with the guy i like and like 10 minutes after we sat down he was like steph i need to talk to you about something, but later. and i was like what about? and he's like that's why i said later, so i was like ok w/e. didn't think much about it. so then he was being all cute and we kissed a little. it was really cute he sat there with his lips all puckered and his eyes closed waiting for me to kiss him, he looked so adorable. So whatever like 10 minutes (literally) after the bell rang he called me. he was like hey steph how are you bla bla bla, i don't think it's going to work. mind you we're not even dating. so yea i don't know what the hell, but i was in the car with my dad on the way to the hospital to see his dad and i wasn't about to ask this guy where the hell he's coming from. so whatever. ??? (((jigglypuff casts confusion on stephanie))) LoL...
Anwyays, so anyways, later on i go to the hospital to see my abuelo, and man did i cry like a little baby. :'( He has all sorts of cancer, pobrecito, he's such a cutie old man. Makes me so sad, wonder how my abuela is doing??? anyways he was telling me to sit with him for a little while before i left and he said that he would remember this moment for the rest of his life. He had tears in his eyes. My hand in his on his heart. And it just broke my heart to see him like that. I broke down crying more that i have in a really long time. I was begining to realize how i take my life for granted while my abuelo's life was slipping right out of his hands.